Monday, June 29, 2009

Hari yang kusut nan serabut..............






bermula dari 19hb jun jam 2245hrs sehinggalah la nie................
kepalaku kusut sesangat.............
disebabkan dia yang tidak memilih daku sebagai teman nyer,.............
aper2 jer la...............

yg betul2 buat ku kusut bengang tu ialah seorang perempuan yg konon nyer kawan yg da kenal 12 tahun menipu aku.................

ape nk jadi, jadi la............... ni ruangan aku........................
cukup aku sengsara di buat nyer...........

Si LYNN AZIZ nie sanggup datang tempat kerja aku ngan suami yg x guna tu,.... approach aku join dia buat bisiness siap offer gaji, kereta, bonus macam2 lagi.............. memandangkan aku da kenal dia lama........ setelah sebulan aku pon ambik keputusan join dia.................. ruper2 nyer tin kosong................ 
terasa diriku terlalu bodoh tuk percayakan "KAWAN" itu.................

aper pon benda da lepas................... 
salah diriku yang terlalu percaya ngan dia...................
dia lak mengambil kesempatan....................
lebih2 lak tu..............
bagi aku................ dia buat salah ngan aku...................... 
biar tuhan jer yang balas segala kejahatan dia yang buat kat aku........................


Sunday, June 28, 2009

Try to hold the feeling..... unfortunatelly..........

After few years I did not serious in relationship................
suddenly, the feeling came into me and tell me this is the right one.............
Knowing a person takes time but can anyone explain love at the first sight???

Setelah kenal beberapa bulan.......... 
but x selalu contact pon cuma chat sekali-sekala...........
Kami berjumpa tentang mata cuma last week jer.................
tapi even baru jumpa, I feel very comfortable.............
I am a straight forward person.............
so I beritahu yang saya suka dia.................
dia just smile and not say any single word.............

Dia ade kluar statement minat kat seseorang and willing to wait ...................
Unfortunatelly, things happened and the journey stoped..............
since the relation within them have problem.................
why dia x boleh terima ape yang ada di depan mata???.............
If dia perlukan space to cool down it is fine.................
but don't menton it is my proposal kat dia jadi couple..................
Nak memang la nak................
tapi ape pon kene la kenal lebih dalam lagi......................
why not to be close fren dulu kan lebih elok....................
for me it is not proposal kat u dear...............
Maybe, it is time frame that things happened kat dia and things happened to me too fast and too shocking................
or maybe, masa yang kami berdua jumpa itu tak sesuai disebabkan hal2 berlaku pada dia.............
atau saya yang betepuk sebelah tangan saja.................
or I am not suit to taste dia...............
apepon cuma dia saja yang ade jawapan................

Whatever things happened or you decided I will be fine...................... (betul ker x sedey? klu cakap x tu memang x betul la kan........... macam mana pon perasaan sayang tu tetap dihatiku)
but at least talk to me.......................
I pon nak tahu and dengar dari mulut u sendiri....................
don't you think it is better....................... 
as after all we are still fren, don't you think so?...................

I will be still waiting for you..................... 


Thursday, June 25, 2009

My Special day

It was quite a boring day because not much activity, just few sms's to wish me........................ anyway I do appreciate to you oll who remember my birthday............... hehehe...................

Malam yang dah nak abis di hujung2 tu........................
tetiba si dia sms dan dia muncul lepas tu................... si dia x tau pon it's my birthday.... 
I do enjoy the night ngan dia...................... 
at least ade orang teman tuk bersembang and lepas geram rindu ngan dia...........


Ari kemudian nyer, my group of friends called to have dinner at time square sempena my birthday......... so, I pon menghadirkan diri dan berjumpa ngan they all.................... 
lepas makan g lak lepak kat pub, nyanyi lagu kat sana sebelum menuju ke tp................. huhuhuhu............... I have enjoy the night with all of you............
ooopppppssssssssss.................. thanks for the present too guys...............

Relationship............

Besides my career story.................. 
a part of it was related with relationship along the years............

Biasa la kan, mana ade orang yang berani mengaku kata tiada hubungan atau menjalin perhubungan sepanjang hidup ini (walaupon bertepuk sebelah tangan kan???) Me also cannot run away from this relationssssss............... (wawawa.......... pecah lobang banyak bangat nih.........)

Orang kata cinta itu buta................ sememangnye ade kebenaran nyer................ coz I have face it as well.......... Susah nak explain soal perhubungan itu.................. 
Bagi saya, cerita bermula dari si dia (kita namakan M), dia ni baik hati, peramah, penyabar (macam mana I marah ker, dia akan senyap dan dengar segala-gala nyer) , yang best nyer mana I nak pergi mesti dia ikut, sampai malam2 plak tu............ huhuhu............... but ape nak buat M da kahwin ler......................... cuma teman tapi mesra jer la.............. nothing more than close friend.......

Kemudian saya bertemu ngan seorang lagi yang status sama jer ngan M, (kita namakan E), yang I hairan nyer character si E nie sama jer macam si M tu............. buat saya lentok betul ngan dia, tapi ape nak buat kan cuma labelkan hubungan itu ngan lagu separuh masa je la.................. 
"Kan aku dah beritahu jangan menganggu di hujung minggu, nanti dia kan tahu rahsia kau dan aku, kita hanyalah kekasih separuh masa,  separuh lagi cinta untuk dia, jangan kau meminta lebih daripada itu" tu lah keratan dari lirik tuh................ ape nak buat kan............. sumernyer dah di miliki..................

Selepas tu I da macam fobia nak menjalinkan hubungn ngan sapa2 lagi...............
kecewa, hati terluka.....................

anyhow....... saya ni kira bertuah gak coz ade group kawan yang memahami and time I boring ker sunyi ker akan mereka call ke sms ajak keluar jalan2 carik makan....................... huhuhuhu......... siap buat trip gi jalan2 kat melaka lagi.............................

Begining this year kan, sebanarnyer sy kenal sorang tu (kita namakan D), dia ni agak muda kalau berbanding ngan si M & E. ....................   dia nie walaupon muda tapi character juga sama cam yang sebelum itu, very the caring sangat but what to do, dia dah beritahu yang dia ni da jatuh hati ngan orang lain dan akan menunggu dan menunggu........................ sedey nyer bila I dengar dia cakap cam tuh............ ape boleh saya boleh buat cuma boleh jadi kawan jer la.......... memang saya feeling sangat ngan dia tu,  walaupon dah kenal tapi cuma berjumpa berapa kali jer but I can feel the moment and the touch of feeling......................... wait for the flow and see what will happen......................... X rase rugi ke aper2 pon, saya sudi menunggumu "D".................. dan masih menunggu.....................

My Journey 1



















This is part of the team yang posing bersama masa farewell dinner kat Sunway and PD trip before opening................





After 2 and half years di CPKL....................... 

I move forward to another property.................... macam-macam keje kene buat, normal la ye nak set up benda baru................. from paper work, interview for new staff intake, training, jadi buruh pon ade (angkat tilam, katil, kira pingan mangkuk dll..................) 
anyway I have a great experience with the team that I had................

Eventhough cuma 8 months.............. but a lot of things that I share my experience with the team during training also learn something new from them as well............. orang tua2 kata belajar tak kira usia................


Wednesday, June 24, 2009

My Journey




Nie la pic yang ado........... dalam kenangan...............





Since 2004 till now ...............................
Journey of my life is full of colours also of course some sad story too.........
The most hapening memory was in CPKL..... even lots of things came out, but effort, passion, teamwork that we have at that moment was the great experience I had in my life.............. I will never for get you all.................. 

In our department was the best group of people because all of us are like brothers and sisters, no calculative at all, help when needed without question ask or approach for staying back to assist.......... 

huhuhuhuhu................... makan and teh tarik time is the best, we go for mamak store located at the basement food court............. sememangnye time makan & teh tarik time la paling best sambil sembang ngan group kiter ade gak geng department lain mix around, so it makes all of us (event different department) are like family coz  we all are close......... ade gak macam kat kampung bukan bandar coz sumer sentiasa ambik berat mengenai kite (bukan sumer tempat keje ade environment macam ni tau)............... huhuhu......... klu x caya tanya mak ngah kan................




Tuesday, June 23, 2009

History and decission

Back to April 2004, 
I step in to KL without any job...... Macam orang giler pon ade...... it's really crazy at that time
Luck tu ade kot............ after a month, I got a job worked in hotel........ there I survive.................

Quite number of my freinds and my parents asked to to go for oversea, but my mind tells me not to as I'm in love.............. with KL, lagi pon it's in the country....... reason why??? I do not want to be a stranger in other country also be treated as 2nd class people...............

Spice of Life - Welcome to B's World

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